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130729. Rubidiun has come to “see” me.

<Rubidiun> As a society we seem to just accept (and overlook) a high entropy in incarcerations of black teens caught with weed with shaky evidence...
<Rubidiun> I greatly desire to use the word entropy there, do you have suggestions as to how I can work it in?
<OldCoder> The word entropy could be shoehorned in there but why? Use a more fitting term.

<OldCoder> Entropy of Justice
<OldCoder> It dies. Fades over time. The principles that we supposedly had are shat upon.
<Rubidiun> What dies?
<OldCoder> Justice. There is your entropy.

<Rubidiun> I may have to leave shortly, house duties
<OldCoder> I hope to “speak” again.
<Rubidiun> Why put 'speak' in quotes
<Rubidiun> It is not necessary!
<OldCoder> This is speech as I count it
<OldCoder> The quotes acknowledge it is not verbal

<Rubidiun> You mean to distinguish it from 'speak' as in 'speaking' with a mouth and all?
<OldCoder> Yep
<Rubidiun> Well
<Rubidiun> Contextually it is clear what you mean — indeed the word takes on a new meaning in this medium
<Rubidiun> Such that it is unnecessary to expound or clarify
<Rubidiun> So no quotes were needed

<OldCoder> Has the world evolved
<Rubidiun> The world is ALWAYS evolving
<OldCoder> to the point where speech is acknowledged to be nonverbal?

<Rubidiun> Absolutely nothing is static
<OldCoder> Of course; except for
<OldCoder> The end result of entropy
<Rubidiun> I do not know what you mean
<Rubidiun> Explain

<Rubidiun> What is 'The end result of entropy'
<OldCoder> Stasis
<OldCoder> The end of all there is
<Rubidiun> I don't even understand what that statement is saying

<OldCoder> It is silence and darkness
<Rubidiun> But, we don't know if that is really so
<OldCoder> We must impose meaning if we can
<Rubidiun> I mean
<OldCoder> There is more that is apparent than you see

<Rubidiun> Scientifically, we don't know
<Rubidiun> We haven't been able to conduct conclusive tests to verify
<OldCoder> To verify what?
<Rubidiun> Well
<Rubidiun> I guess where I disagree is
<Rubidiun> Is that there is such a thing, or place where entropy ends
<Rubidiun> Where entropy is not

<OldCoder> The End of Entropy
<OldCoder> That is a notion indeed
<Rubidiun> You capitalize 'End' and 'Entropy'
<OldCoder> Yes
<Rubidiun> May you be referring to a book title?
<Rubidiun> What is the reason for capitalization!

<OldCoder> It would be a good title for a book... My books were stolen by the Kiralys... The one the boy loved was called...
<OldCoder> The End of Eternity
<OldCoder> You have reminded me of the book
<OldCoder> For that, I thank you

<Rubidiun> Were they really stolen?
<OldCoder> Yes
<OldCoder> All that I had... they smashed or stole
<OldCoder> Read the blog

<Rubidiun> Your blog is often rather unreadable, for it is often too long
<OldCoder> Heh
<OldCoder> My reaction these days to TLDR
<OldCoder> is “Shove it up your ass”
<Rubidiun> That is rather uncivil
<OldCoder> That is in quotes and appropriate

<Rubidiun> I disagree
<OldCoder> Disagree with what?
<Rubidiun> 'Shove it up your ass' is never appropriate
<Rubidiun> It is impolite, unprofessional, and unfriendly
<OldCoder> Uh huh
* OldCoder laughs out loud

<OldCoder> Read the blog. And then lecture me about civility.
<OldCoder> O_o

<Rubidiun> You keep saying read the blog, but you fail to link
<OldCoder> If I link it
<OldCoder> Will you read?
<OldCoder> You are a flighty sort
<Rubidiun> Sure, if you link it

<OldCoder> Will you be appalled
<OldCoder> at tens of thousands of lines?
<OldCoder> If you say TLDR I will not be pleased D:

<Rubidiun> It is probably sure to stun and petrify me
<Rubidiun> But why not risk it
<OldCoder> You are there, you know

<OldCoder> http://christfollower.me/
<OldCoder> Will that link do?
<Rubidiun> YES
<Rubidiun> THAT'S THE ONE

<Rubidiun> I thought about creating a blog
<OldCoder> Do it
<Rubidiun> But quickly reconsidered
<Rubidiun> Because I would never write about myself

<Rubidiun> Your predilection for making rhymes
<OldCoder> Oh well indeed
<Rubidiun> It is strange
* OldCoder takes heed
<OldCoder> But not derange
<Rubidiun> I am needed, talk to you later, bye
<OldCoder> So it shall be

130729. I am seeking the proper balance of rest and focus. Regular posts will resume this week.

There are threads to be followed. Medical problems, a possible Bar Association investigation, professional responsibilities, finding a new place to live after 25 years, litigation against Jim Kiraly and Tom Kiraly, anti-abuse activism, the book, and other issues.

And people. I need people. It is not certain that I will find them. If I do not find them I will do what I can to be part of the World regardless. To do what is right. Opportunities to do what is right are not lacking.

Yesterday, a young lady online requested a show of support for a Lesbian associate.

LittleCoder's family, the Kiralys, dripped poison when they discussed those who were different in this way. Grace Kiraly was shocked when her son told her that the son of one of her friends was Gay.

How could it be, Grace wondered. Why would somebody that she knew make such a “choice” ? She hated Gays and so God must hate them as well. It was only logical. Why would somebody show such disrespect to God?

The fact, though, is that God disapproves more of lies than of anything else. The lies, in particular, that are the soul of hatred.

There is little doubt that my parents Jim and Grace Kiraly are full of hatred for Gays and Lesbians still. My brother Scott Kiraly feels the same way. He is fond of the old joke, “Hey, it was Adam and Eve, not Adam and Steve!”

As though word play can justify hatred and lies.

It is possible that my brothers Tom and Ken have evolved. This may depend on whether or not any of the Kiraly grandchildren are Gay. Tom's daughter Riane is not Gay. I don't know about her brother Michael or the others. If any of them are Gay it is my hope that they do not take their grandparents too seriously.

When I examined my own feelings yesterday, I found only impatience. Impatience that Society tolerates those who hate. Is this hypocrisy; to feel that the intolerant should be treated with intolerance?

After the Kiraly Cases, I think not. Hatred manifests in different ways but at its heart the issue is about lies. About working backwards to create a false reality. A reality in which those who hate the different are noble.

I'm done with tolerance for that.

I offered the Lesbian support. One person isn't much but in time perhaps there will be a wave of compassion, millions of people united for the truth, a force that will wash away those who hate and the lies they are made of.

After ten thousand years they will be gone for all Time. Rotting in a Hell of their own making, a Hell that they embraced and that defined their souls. Perhaps this is the true meaning of the Second Coming.

Jesus Christ is not a gentle Lamb. If He does return it will not be to embrace those who hate.

130726. I am “under the weather”. This is an English language idiom for physically tired or illness that produces such an effect.

I do not presently plan to post on the weekend of 130727 but that may change. Posts are expected to resume during the week that follows.

I will be available in IRC off and on throughout the day regardless.

130724. I had a pleasant conversation with a California State Bar Association Investigator this morning.

I started out by calling the San Francisco office of the Bar Association at 415-538-2000. I explained to somebody there that I wanted basic information related to two areas of interest:

• Reviews of situations
• Coordination of reviews at the state and federal levels; specifically, how things might be handled if the Justice Department entered a situation

The San Francisco office said that I should speak with Bar Association Investigators and that the Investigators would explain things.

So I phoned the appropriate Bar Association department at 213-765-1200 and spoke at length with an Investigator who was professional and helpful. She seemed interested. Additionally, she confirmed that my questions and my plans were sensible.

I told the Investigator that I did not necessarily intend to file complaints initially; that I might, instead, seek a broad review of an unusual situation. She responded that I'd need to file complaints before anything could happen. Then she provided me with some useful information.

The key points are listed below. These are not official statements by the Bar Association. Simply preliminary remarks by an individual Investigator:

• It is possible for me to put state-level Bar Association Investigators and interested parties at the Justice Department level in touch with each other.
• If I initiate complaints related to one or more attorneys, Investigators will review the overall situation whether or not they elect to take disciplinary action against the attorneys in question.
• The Bar Association will most likely allow me to communicate with Investigators by both phone and email.
• The Bar Association will most likely allow me to build cases over an extended period of time. As a related note, they do not mind the idea of reviewing documentation that is more extensive than usual.

130724. I've had a number of IRL meetings recently. I'll need to put them aside for a few days because I feel tired. It's time to focus, to fast, and possibly to meditate.

But the meetings have been helpful.

The last meeting for now happened last night. I went to visit business associates who I've known for over a decade. They're planning to move out of state but we'll be staying in touch.

They expect the transition to be emotional. Therefore they are making it. Once it's done it'll be done. The matter will be settled. It's an interesting perspective.

I mentioned to them that I've tried new things over the past year. Talking to more people. My first coffee. Soccer. Wearing ties.

Different people have given me ties. The business associates did so last night. About a dozen of them. Themes ranged from Santa Claus, two of those, and Sesame Street to more conventional business modes.

Ties involve symbols that go beyond colors and patterns. When they are gifts, they are symbols of people.

I used to wander over to bookshelves
Late at night
2:00am, look at the sight
Books that had been gifts to me
Cry abruptly
I won't cry over ties
Or indulge in sighs
But when I wear them, I'll reflect

130724. If you use an Android Mobile Device, here's a tip:

The native Android mail client is buggy. If you send mail, the Outbox may get stuck. Mail may sit there for days and the Outbox won't empty itself.

You may wish to try the following procedure:

Check the Outbox daily. If it is not empty, reboot the device, make sure that the Internet is connected afterward, and send a short letter to yourself. Wait 5 minutes. With luck, the Outbox may empty.

This particular issue occurs because the native Android mail client gets confused sometimes if the Internet is not connected.

130723. People are invited to check out the unusual document that's linked below. See the Disclaimer before downloading.

The document is believed to have cost about $5,000 though the figure may be low or high.

My attorney was supposed to file a Motion to Limit Scope. He indicated initially that the Motion would only cost about a hundred dollars. In the end, the more complicated document that you'll find linked below was produced.

The idea was that the document was supposed to obtain fees for me prior to the end of the legal cases. Odd point, though; when I asked my attorney about the fees issue as things progressed, this being the primary justification for the project, he seemed to have forgotten that the issue had been discussed. When I pressed the point, my attorney acknowledged that he'd talked about this, but the subject seemed to make him uncomfortable.

In the end, if I understand what happened correctly, the Court admonished my attorney for submitting the document. My attorney told me that it was a success regardless.

Actually, speaking as a lay person, the document strikes me as relevant and interesting. My attorney invested genuine effort in this. Additionally, his body language during the hearing involved suggested that he was startled. He didn't expect things to go as badly as they did.

So I spoke as gently as possible to him about the matter. But I'd have liked the document better if hadn't cost me thousands of dollars and it hadn't been dismissed in about 60 seconds.

To read the document, Robert's Free Speech Folly, use the link below. The link goes to a PDF file. Note: PDF files don't work with some browsers and/or mobile devices.

Disclaimer: The link goes to a draft and not to an Endorsed as Filed copy of the Memorandum. The document is not represented to be anything but an unmodified copy of a draft that was provided to me by my attorney which, I am led to believe, was ultimately filed with the Court, possibly in some other form. The exact cost is not presently known.

Click here for Robert's Free Speech Folly PDF

As a side note to Michael Bonetto of Hoge Fenton, I'll need to invest some effort before I'll be able to post the Deposition with the edits included. PDF isn't the easiest format to work with. But everything is going to be online over time. Yes, that includes the voicemail transcripts.

130723. Right now, I'm in the writing mode. That side of the brain is active. If I speak out loud, or write without reflection as though I was speaking, focus will shift to the other side. This would actually be visible in scans of electrical activity in the brain.

The side that talks becomes tired easily. This connects to an interesting issue. I need to talk to people but not too much or too little.

Last night I felt the need to speak IRL with others. More so than usual. So I met separately with Josef and DNA. DNA's wife RNA too. It went well. They were all of a mind to be kind.

Josef has followed the Kiraly Cases. He said something last night that was similar to a recent remark by Metacognician. The gist of it is that I do little but exist; but the fact of the existence startles some types of people. They tend to react in comedic ways :-)

So be it. After a half century of assuming that the Kiralys were correct and that this was my “choice”...

The “choice” of the four year old who wandered through the destruction late at night and wondered what had happened

Tthe “choice” of the six year old abruptly isolated and cast into darkness

The “choice” of the eight year old rejected by his parents because he spoke differently, surely this was “attitude” of a rebellious dude, though actually he had no idea why he was fated to be hated, hated by those who were supposed to take care of him, it seemed odd

The “choice” of the ten year old who was non-responsive for a week, response they did not seek, they stored him in the back with the fish, to watch the fish was all that he did wish, it was fine

The “choice” of the twelve year old who rode his red bicycle, a faithful friend, to buy the drug, illegal now, spent his allowance so that he could stay alive, in the end he failed

Tthe “choice” of the pre-adolescent who was hunted and physically injured by peers for years until he was full of fears

The “choice” of the young poet who was no longer able to exist and faded away, what the hey, he looked into the mirror, prepared to die without a sigh, what to do, and then it was true

The “choice” of the fool who gave all that he had to help brothers, mothers, friends, and others, such a fool he did drool, he was a mule of a fool

The “choice” of the aging developer, still hoping for a life at age 42, who lost the ability to walk, fell into pain day and night, scream scream scream, he and scream were a team, think positive, light shall beam

The “choice” of the middle age writer in a wheelchair, threatened for months by his abuser, Jim Kiraly is no amuser, lied about under oath, smashed to the ground, Jim the boy did pound

I am done with that perspective.

In God I will not trust
God helps those who help themselves
I will do what I can
I will do what I must
I will seek the light
I will fight
God's sight will determine the right

130722. Thoughts about feelings.

<Skittles> I can't watch movies >_>
<Skittles> I don't know whats wrong with me but I get way too emotional and sh*t
<Skittles> Think about movies that make girls cry; I almost cry ._.
<Skittles> sometimes a tear actually falls

<OldCoder> There is nothing wrong about that
<Skittles> I end up being sad and depressed
<Skittles> I think about it for a few days before it gets out of my mind
<OldCoder> Sad is not right reaction
<OldCoder> I can tell you why you cry
<Skittles> Tell me when you are not busy; I will be around

<OldCoder> The reason is sensible
<OldCoder> For movies where things are bittersweet
<OldCoder> Or people care about each other
<OldCoder> Or are moved by events
<OldCoder> Or make sacrifices noble to help
<Skittles> yes

<OldCoder> A tear may fall even if the scene is positive
<OldCoder> Because
<OldCoder> We know it is not really like that
<OldCoder> It is the way the world is meant to be
<OldCoder> We cry for the loss

<Skittles> i really feel the world is just a bad dream ill wake up from one day
<OldCoder> Perhaps it is a lucid dream. You may be able to shape it.
<Skittles> I can't express myself emotionally like they do in the movies
<Skittles> i feel monotone :P
<OldCoder> Few people are as colorful IRL. Even the actors and actresses do not measure up.
<OldCoder> You are not monotone. You are real.
<OldCoder> The brighter world. You will need to create it.

<Skittles> Thinking out of the box; I want to be important, and I want to help people.
<Skittles> It's hard to explain
<Skittles> When I feel needed, I feel more motivated to help
<Skittles> or to do things in general
<Skittles> I am trying to think of an example, because I do not fully understand, myself

<OldCoder> If you help people, you are important
<OldCoder> And needed... that is a group dynamics issue. The metaphor that I have started to use is this...
<OldCoder> If you are connected to people, part of a group, there is always a place for you at the table.

<Skittles> i felt so fake in highschool
<OldCoder> Explain
<Skittles> like I was not myself; but I acted the way I did for my own good.
<OldCoder> People sometimes feel this way until their 20s or 30s
<OldCoder> It is not unusual

<Skittles> I want to be myself, be confident, be helpful, be needed
<Skittles> Being liked and appreciated amongst a crowd that I am in, is more important than a lot of other things

<Skittles> I like pushing the limits, you know :P
<OldCoder> Hmm? Sure
<OldCoder> Remember
<OldCoder> Sometimes they push back

130721. Bending Roads has submitted the following math puzzle.

What is special about the following sequence of numbers?

8  5  4  9  1  7  6  10  3  2  0

130721. Deep Market offered me positive thoughts just now as she often has.

<DeepMarket> nice to see you back
<OldCoder> Howdy. I am not back. I am in transit.
<OldCoder> So are we all
<OldCoder> We will see what the future brings
<OldCoder> Of the future I sings

<DeepMarket> hope it will be a transit to a good future
<OldCoder> We shall see. Perhaps I will live. Perhaps not. Who can say?
<OldCoder> I will do what I can
<OldCoder> I will do what I must
<OldCoder> The future or bust
<OldCoder> That is the plan

<DeepMarket> a rhyme in a foreign language is difficult! can't reply you yet :-( will take longer
<DeepMarket> ...not that yours is especially good. you could improve it as well :-)
<OldCoder> Honesty is valued! But this was intended simply to be a salute to a positive person or entity

130721. This is a letter that I sent to another associate a few minutes ago.

1. Introduction.

I'm in the mood to write today. Therefore, I've written. As a related note, I consider it positive that I'm more inclined to write this year. And that I'm more inclined to speak with people.

I'm coming back to life.

Don't be concerned about the strong tone employed below. I've felt this strongly for a year. So I'm the same person that you've known and that you've been kind enough to share meals with. Somebody who cares about people and who tries to help. But I'm also somebody who has been tired and distressed.

And, yes, somebody who's talking about himself presently :-) Mea culpa.

If the quad core is working “INCREDIBLY well”, that's good. I'll write an article for others to explain what I did. To help them. I'd like to stop by to make a snapshot of the code. Regarding the Kiraly Cases, I've appreciated your thoughts. But there is more to the situation than hurt feelings. Based on what I've been told, Legal Frameworks do apply.

2. Consequences to my life.

How was I damaged? I'd like to spell it out. And, yes, the fact that I was damaged does not mean that Legal Frameworks exist. But consequences to my life are part of the picture.

The last 20-odd months cost me six figures. Probably between $250,000 and $500,000 depending on what is counted. They took my life savings. I'm 55 years old and all that I had is gone. Including most of my possessions. Even books I'd treasured since age 10. Most likely I'll also need to leave my apartment after 25 years.

I've still got the Teddy Bear from infancy. I'll tell his story another time. I've got some of the books too. There are some used laptop computers. And people have given me nice clothes recently. I'm fond of the ties. Should have tried them long ago. That's about it.

Oh, and the family photos. Hundreds of photos. They are going online where they will live forever. After I am gone, others will mirror the sites. And what I write. This much has been promised to me.

I have copies of a game that Twisted Time and I created about 40 years ago. It is a fun game. Outer Space Battle Action from before the era of computers. You have not met Twisted Time yet. I hope that you do. He is a quadriplegic who runs a charitable foundation. And he is the last friend from that period.

And the only friend who transcended the boundaries that defined my life. He was part of the worlds of Alexander Lindsay Junior Museum, Las Lomas High School, Chess, Mathematics, Coding, Science Fiction, IRL, IRC, charity and altruism, the wheelchair, and the Kiraly Cases. He was experiencing difficulties but he tried to do what was right. Looking back, I don't know what to say.

As you don't know Twisted Time, let me send you the song that I wrote for him sometime. The one about Time and the Candle Flame. In the end, Time is the part that matters.

The situation isn't about hurt feelings. The Kiraly Family erased any future that remained to me. I'd considered a family of my own and children to be a possibility. I'm ready at last to be a father, one who can teach and help, but even that is gone now.

I'll need to put aside surgery to repair my right hand. Talk about Monty Python and over the top. These people took my right hand.

Legal bills are only five figures to date; about $30,000. This includes $28,000 for my first attorney and $1,500 for a second attorney who is handling correspondence.

The first attorney did not do much for $28,000. No Depositions, no Trial Briefs, no Long Cause, nothing really. In fact, he repeatedly missed deadlines for basic filings. He also disregarded specific instructions and charged me for the mistakes that resulted. I ended up drafting some of the paperwork myself.

As one example, he charged me for Objections that he asked me to write and he did not file the Objections. Then, when I complained about this, he charged me to read the complaint. Such are the glories of Legal Frameworks.

That attorney did not even attend a Deposition with me as I could not afford to have him present. It was a difficult experience to go through as a Pro Per. Opposing Counsel, Michael Bonetto of Hoge Fenton, badgered me half to death.

Subsequently, Michael Bonetto characterized my speech patterns as being so odd that I deserved to be convicted of unspecified crimes for speech differences alone. And, as I've mentioned before, he fought to video tape me so that any fear I displayed could be used to justify the destruction of my life.

God Bless Legal Frameworks.

As a related note, a third attorney has strongly implied that the first attorney colluded with Opposing Counsel. But the first attorney is demanding another $7,000 regardless. It is interesting to be alive at this point.

As a bonus, the first attorney, the one who did little but take $28,000 from me and now demands $7,000 more, charged me about $5,000 to write a document that he said might persuade the Judge (actually, a Commissioner) to grant me fees in advance. The Commissioner considered the document to be utter nonsense. She admonished my attorney sharply for submitting it.

I watched my attorney's body language closely during the incident. I'm good at body language when I remember to observe it. My attorney looked like a deer caught in the headlights. $5,000 disappeared in about 60 seconds. When I pointed out to my attorney that the document had failed, he framed it as a success and he told me that I was “depressive” :-) I chuckle a bit at the scene in retrospect.

By the way, the Deposition was the occasion wherein I had not eaten for weeks. You and I discussed the matter subsequently. I was most grateful for your Time. You instructed me firmly not to mention the fact that I had not been physically well in a Declaration that I wrote. For what it's worth, I followed your instructions.

The hospital from mid-2012 asked for $14,000 initially. It struck me as a prima facie RICO violation and I told them so. I imagine that I spoke bluntly. I did come close to death at the time. On my weblog I refer to the entity I met that day as the One with Silent Wings. The One Who Does Not Speak. I can feel His presence today. It is a remarkable experience for an autistic Boy who is nothing but literal. But the treatment in 2012 was pretty simple. At any rate, the hospital has reduced its demands.

My broker tells me that I was worth about a quarter million dollars in early 2012. But my abuser was stalking me again. I am no longer afraid to speak his name. He is Jim Kiraly of Walnut Creek, California and Pismo Beach, California.

I dreamed about Jim Kiraly for decades. You can't imagine what it is like to have somebody like this in your dreams. You try to get away. You can fly. And so you fly away. Over fences. Then higher, over houses. And, at last, over valleys and mountains. You fly so high. You look down and everything is so far below. It is amazing.

But you can never escape.

And here Jim Kiraly was. Out of dreams and hunting me in real life. I couldn't focus. What I'd saved over a lifetime was mostly gone by the end.

Something similar happened once before. I was worth about one million dollars a decade ago. But I invested too much Time in trying to help a friend. Or somebody I perceived to be such. His name was Kwok Nin Chan. Subsequently, I came down with a weeks-long fever and screaming pain. There wasn't much left after that period either. But this situation has been worse.

There was a job offer from a startuper who I gather was well-known, somebody on the cover of magazines, that might have offset things. It might have led to six-figure compensation.

I didn't know who he was until later. I simply liked the project and I was a good match. However, the offer was withdrawn after I disclosed the legal actions. I've probably been too honest for my own good at times.

The offer was repeated at the start of 2013 and withdrawn again because the CLETS actions were still in progress. I don't blame the startuper. He was simply being practical. But it would be an exaggeration to say that I'm pleased by the situation.

I might add that allegations against me of “hacking”, “extortion”, “mental illness”, and more are all part of the public record now.

The fact that CLETS was filed also implies physical violence though my Father Jim Kiraly, the lead plaintiff, was the only party who had committed violence of any type. Unless you count repeated threats by the second plaintiff, Tom Kiraly, to pump bullets into my brain.

Yes, these people were loads of fun :P

There are no specific and significant allegations against me that I am aware of. It was all innuendo. But my future job and apartment prospects are now somewhat limited.

3. Odd nature of cases.

An actual abuser was lead plaintiff and it wasn't “He Said She Said”. Did I mention there was a witness who offered to testify shortly after the cases started? There was also Abuse of Process that I believe went beyond the norm. You contest the relevance of these points. “Where are the legal frameworks?” you ask. But I feel that the odd nature of the cases may make a difference.

The head of the Santa Clara County Bar Association is running like a Bat Out of Hell. I mentioned that I was working on a book and that every step was going to be public. The results were startling.

I feel that publicity may turn out to be a factor in the end.

4. Legal Frameworks.

Last year, one of my family members, or one of his friends, came to me and told me to kill myself. He told me to “stop fighting” and provided precise instructions on how to die.

I declined the kind advice. This month, I've heard from multiple people, in just a few weeks, who are connected to family members. Family members who continue to stalk me. The threats are more subtle this time but they are present.

I'm tired. But I can't rest and so the matter can't rest. I'll need to find the Legal Frameworks that are needed. They do exist. It is primarily a question of framing things correctly. If the Kiralys can do this, so can I.

First, I was forced into a “contract” by somebody, Jim Kiraly, who I believe committed a prosecutable felony as part of the process of extortion used to obtain my signature.

The felony was Criminal Conspiracy, which elevates lesser crimes to a more serious status. Conspiracy, in this case, to commit perjury. Said perjury being, for example, that I had made false statements about abuse.

The thing is, Michael Bonetto forgot to insert “weasel words” in a few places. You haven't reviewed the pleadings so you can't comment authoritatively. But my Father Jim is vulnerable. My Brother Tom, more so. The “contract” can be voided. These people can be defeated once and for all.

More importantly, you haven't contradicted the point that Abuse of Process can be addressed through Torts Actions. This situation was never about money. It was these people who made it so. But at this point I believe that actions seeking the better part of one million dollars could be brought based on the perjury aspect alone.

If I can get the message out, that an actual abuser, my Father Jim Kiraly, Vice President of Transamerica, and my Brother Tom Kiraly, Vice President of Humana, are low-hanging fruit, and that there are potential benefits to society as well — these people are fighting to stop a book and have been focused on little else since the start — Torts Specialists and others will appear.

If attorneys come, Legal Frameworks will multiply like magic. They will sprout up like the plants you grow. You know this is true.

Consider which people may be interested in an interesting game. A game that offers publicity, compensation, and benefits to society. The Abuse and Free Speech aspects alone unnerved Hoge Fenton on the other side. And Hoge Fenton is not a lightweight firm.

If no such people exist, that is fine. But I will continue to fight for what is right.

5. Closing thoughts.

If no recourse is practical for a situation this odd, one that people would not believe as fiction, doesn't this need to change? How can a society that permits this pretend to exist?

If it is necessary, I'll devote the rest of my life to seeing to it that rich and powerful individuals find it more difficult to abuse the system than it is for them to abuse women and children.